Here I go again
keep making the same mistake
thought I learned my lesson
but I continuously create
these problems in my mind
keep replaying atleast 1,000 times.
if only I stuck to my word…
I wouldn’t be in this predicament,
this is absurd!
steady searching for love,
when I need to be reaching for the one above.
damn, I feel so sad
it hurts me to realize there is no future in what we had
in the moment you make me feel great
when it’s all over I realize it was a false reality I create.
no one to blame
have to put myself first and stop settling
next time around will be better than,
now I finally understand
the importance of seeing it for what it is,
versus what I imagine in my head.
so, in conclusion as long as you take away…
you need to be treated like the queen you are at the end of the day.
that man is not worth all the heartaches and pain
tears falling like the sound of the rain
no one to wipe them,
but the man above
he’s the only one who fully grasps
what it means to love.